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Ignorance is bliss, honey   
Take the slip and shake the lisp because no one likes awkward conversation  Caught up in life and love and pursuits of happiness hence your declaration  That all isn't well and all isn't true but you push along to the song  The voices in your head all say it's just another wretched game   
You throw the dice and push advice right out the door, on the floor  Simply because you cannot face the choices you swore anymore  On top of that is ragged love that you don't want, you don't respond  And hope to God no one notices the face you make when you're out in the world,

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What's Another Word for Desperate

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 18, 2008, 7:24 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Straylight Run
  • Watching: Get Smart
I dislike when I can't make up my mind about things. Two things I'm not good at doing:
1. Making decisions and
2. Sticking to those decisions.

I have literally no resolve whatsoever. I stand for nothing. I am an object in the background. I waffle so much I could be a chef.
funny.
but true.
And the more these decisions are coming up the more my strength wanes and I just feel like a tidal wave of negative emotion.
I don't want to go to college because I don't think I'm smart enough and can't stick to a career choice, and I still hold onto my stupid dreams of being a writer or something prestigious. And I can't stick to my relationships because I'm afraid of disappointment on all parts. I can't stick to a diet, although that isn't my fault, due to the shit that surrounds me, and the fact that my family all thinks I've lost too much weight and now I'm too risque, but in all honesty have actually gained five pounds and now I feel shittier.

I can't seem to find myself in all of this.
And people keep telling me who I am but everyone is contradicting each other and I don't know who's right. And I keep getting worse and worse mood swings and everyone once in a while I get so depressed I'm scared of myself and what I'm capable of doing. And I feel like I'm wasting away. And I had to type it somewhere so I could feel a little better. And I don't need reassurance or anything, I know I'll be just fine, but I just have to vent like there was no tomorrow.

No creativity in sight.

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  • Current Age: 17.
  • Current Residence: Suburbia of Good Old USA
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: XXXXXXXXXXL. X.
  • Print preference: allthawaybaybayhay.
  • Interests: Writing stuff, like poems, lyrics, stories, observations. Not much else.
  • Favourite movie: I don\'t much care for movies. They\'re long and too engrossing.
  • Favourite band or musician: Dream Theater, Anberlin, Earshot, and some others on and off.
  • Favourite genre of music: Progressive, Experimental, Alternative, Rock
  • Favourite artist: My one friend is amazing.
  • Favourite poet or writer: I don\'t like that professional crap. Write from the soulll.
  • Favourite photographer: Don\'t have favorites.
  • Favourite style of art: Whatever. Don\'t know any of this stuff.
  • Operating System: Uhm. HP? Yay?
  • MP3 player of choice: I have a memorex thing that I never use...
  • Shell of choice: FACADE OHMAHGAH.
  • Wallpaper of choice: I use pictures I\'ve taken before.
  • Skin of choice: Anything rly.
  • Favourite game: I play DDR and stuff to stay in shape but I just kind of like hacking and slashing to relieve stress
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 2!
  • Favourite cartoon character: Courage from Courage the Cowardly Dog
  • Personal Quote: I could say a lot of things, but I always try to appreciate everything. Everyone takes their lives f
  • Tools of the Trade: Notebooks in mathclass and floppy disks and my brown journal.

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~MelissaLanders:iconMelissaLanders: Jul 2, 2008, 11:40:41 AM
yes it does.

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"You who swallowed a falling star oh heartless man, your heart shall soon belong to me."
~Howls moving castle~
~Curse from the witch of the waste~
~MiNiSoRcErEsS:iconMiNiSoRcErEsS: Jul 2, 2008, 10:36:21 AM
Well I'm on vacation next week, so er...I guess after that...or something...

I hate working. It ruins my summer D:

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You
are a failed attempt to capsulize a feeling.
~MelissaLanders:iconMelissaLanders: Jul 1, 2008, 5:56:33 PM
I will call if you tell me when your free, but I am bad at planning.

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"You who swallowed a falling star oh heartless man, your heart shall soon belong to me."
~Howls moving castle~
~Curse from the witch of the waste~
~MiNiSoRcErEsS:iconMiNiSoRcErEsS: Jul 1, 2008, 2:15:23 PM
Uhm.
Not today xD.
I don't know. People always tell me we're doing stuff and I spend the day waiting for them to call me and they never do.
And I went to work with my mom today so uh surprise.
I wish I didn't work so much. Wah D:

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You
are a failed attempt to capsulize a feeling.
~MiNiSoRcErEsS:iconMiNiSoRcErEsS: Jul 1, 2008, 2:14:34 PM
Aw! No problem :D

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You
are a failed attempt to capsulize a feeling.
~MelissaLanders:iconMelissaLanders: Jun 30, 2008, 5:53:25 PM
So what are we doing and when are we doing it.

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"You who swallowed a falling star oh heartless man, your heart shall soon belong to me."
~Howls moving castle~
~Curse from the witch of the waste~
*BellaEzrebetFang:iconBellaEzrebetFang: Jun 30, 2008, 2:53:20 AM
Thanks for the add! :hug:

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"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." Dr. Suess
~BlueFairy-07:iconBlueFairy-07: Jun 25, 2008, 12:38:39 PM
Thanks so much for the fav! :heart:

:hug:

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The only way to see a rainbow is to look through the rain. :butterflytwo:
~MelissaLanders:iconMelissaLanders: Jun 23, 2008, 6:50:06 AM
Oh yes, that is a good word!

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"You who swallowed a falling star oh heartless man, your heart shall soon belong to me."
~Howls moving castle~
~Curse from the witch of the waste~
~MiNiSoRcErEsS:iconMiNiSoRcErEsS: Jun 21, 2008, 7:24:05 PM
Lusting from afar, you mean to say.

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You
are a failed attempt to capsulize a feeling.
~MelissaLanders:iconMelissaLanders: Jun 21, 2008, 6:27:16 PM
No I was kind of looking from afar.

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"You who swallowed a falling star oh heartless man, your heart shall soon belong to me."
~Howls moving castle~
~Curse from the witch of the waste~
~MiNiSoRcErEsS:iconMiNiSoRcErEsS: Jun 20, 2008, 7:24:40 PM
That's good news! Did he try to hit on you?
That would be wonderful-tastic :D

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You
are a failed attempt to capsulize a feeling.
~MelissaLanders:iconMelissaLanders: Jun 19, 2008, 2:53:55 PM Mood: Love
HEY! Vending machine guy came into my work

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"You who swallowed a falling star oh heartless man, your heart shall soon belong to me."
~Howls moving castle~
~Curse from the witch of the waste~
~ExplodingTeeth:iconExplodingTeeth: May 14, 2008, 3:46:04 PM
I miss youz.

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Einmal ist Keinmal!
:chainsaw:

Oh the things I could achieve if only I had a Monocle..
~bryndog:iconbryndog: Mar 3, 2008, 1:55:57 PM
thank you very much for the fave

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I get one comment per picture if im lucky :(
~MelissaLanders:iconMelissaLanders: Feb 22, 2008, 1:27:33 PM
Ahh! they didn't keep his pretty hair they made it blond, oh no. look at her website.

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"You who swallowed a falling star oh heartless man, your heart shall soon belong to me."
~Howls moving castle~
~Curse from the witch of the waste~
~MelissaLanders:iconMelissaLanders: Feb 22, 2008, 1:24:48 PM
He is extremely pretty! he was one of her choices on her web site I guess I just didn't notice. I feel better now.

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"You who swallowed a falling star oh heartless man, your heart shall soon belong to me."
~Howls moving castle~
~Curse from the witch of the waste~
~BlueFairy-07:iconBlueFairy-07: Feb 18, 2008, 9:30:48 AM
:hug:

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The only way to see a rainbow is to look through the rain. :butterflytwo:
~MiNiSoRcErEsS:iconMiNiSoRcErEsS: Feb 18, 2008, 8:17:15 AM
Aww! Thanks right back! :heart:

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You
are a failed attempt to capsulize a feeling.
~BlueFairy-07:iconBlueFairy-07: Feb 18, 2008, 7:23:35 AM
Thanks so much for the friend add! :D

:hug:

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The only way to see a rainbow is to look through the rain. :butterflytwo:
~BrokenBloodRight:iconBrokenBloodRight: Jan 30, 2008, 6:57:14 PM
Thank you! *happy dance*

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They say that somehow you’ll always wind up here again. Somewhere we know this to be true, but we also know that as beautiful as this place may be,
Heaven is for those that are dead. [link]
~MiNiSoRcErEsS:iconMiNiSoRcErEsS: Jan 27, 2008, 9:53:31 AM
Aww :heart:

You get that right back! I can't wait to see more of your stuff.

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You
are a failed attempt to capsulize a feeling.
~BrokenBloodRight:iconBrokenBloodRight: Jan 26, 2008, 9:35:30 PM
Thanks for the watch! I send you love! :heart:

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They say that somehow you’ll always wind up here again. Somewhere we know this to be true, but we also know that as beautiful as this place may be,
Heaven is for those that are dead. [link]
~JustWhisper:iconJustWhisper: Dec 8, 2007, 9:39:30 PM
thanks for the comment and fav my mexican stalker :)

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:fuzzydemon:

Right here waiting...:heart:
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