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~MiNiSoRcErEsS

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About Me Member Emotional Poet MiNiSoRcErEsS18/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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it's all in veinshow me how it's going to end  take me to the bitter ; when  things don't hardly follow through  back, i had the best of you  now, i have what's left of you  now, i have the rest of you   
i can silence subtle things  i can pull your puppet strings  and and  i can make the world stand tall  do i have the gall?  do i want to, at all?   
follow me when i can't speak  you know much, at all about me  you don't know all of me  intangibly  this is bothering me   
i can scream till broken glass  i can act until i pass  i can make you think t it's all in vein
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t i n y p o i s o nHesgoingtobreak  Shesgoingtobreak  Into tiny tiny pieces  Scattering shattering pieces  And we’re all going to fall down  F a l l d o w n   
Archaic, she sang  And danced and became  Whatever it was the rain was made  From poison or puddles or anyplace  As we watched the moon  As we watched the stars  And we couldn’t for the life of us know who we are   
And we shattered the sun  So the moon in the sky  Could enviously deny us and take in some pride  While we batter ourselves  With bullshit and lies  So we can disguise and ignore it a t i n y p o i s o n
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visitationthe world met me for the first time today;  he looks at me through foggy glass and says  today is just another day  as i lay and face the rain   
today is not another day  today is different, i say, different in every way  and he still looks through window panes  and finds he has nothing left to relay   
today i made a mistake, i pray  this mistake will not haunt me for all my days  the world, he lays, and hesitates  silent through dewy cloud serenades   
i cannot know your secret thoughts  i cannot know your quiet dreams  i cannot know what you have sought & visitation
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Suck-u-bzLeech the walls, leech the walls around you  You parasitic parasite  Watching as you expedite  The world around you and everything  That means a thing to you   
You don't give a damn do you  You don't give a damn, do you? you do  Then take down the walls  And expose yourself for what you are   
I can bet that the fever inside you can't be quelled  By simple blood and quick fixes  And mind games and permissive  Hand gestures saying yes, come hither  As you slither through their veins  Watching as you gain  Anything? nothing.   
Suck the person closes Suck-u-bz
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Peer Pressure

Wed Nov 4, 2009, 9:05 PM
  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: Olivia Broadfield
  • Reading: Articles about Determinism
  • Watching: FAMILY GUY YAYYY
  • Eating: CRACKERSS
  • Drinking: Mocha that doesn't taste like mocha D:
I like updates n stuff C:

Anyway uhm.
I still have yet to schedule an appointment with a counselor. I know that this is an important thing to do because either I'm going to overcome the awfulness or it will devour me, but it definitely won't lie dormant for a long period of time.
But my mom acknowledged that I have depression today which meant a lot to me because that term was never used for me. Ever. So I think that means a lot. I feel a little validated and like I'm not crazy.
Yay <3

But I will make that appointment because I know I'm going to need it. I'm sick of pressure and stuff always being on my shoulders D: I mean I really really love helping people with their problems!! Just sometimes I honestly don't have the answers and when people text me in despair in this sort of strange succession I kind of run out of solutions.
So maybe that would be nice to bring up D: Because I want to help. Really.

In other newsssss
I'm getting good grades!! And I'm staying on top of stuff. It makes me feel good.
And I think I'm going to stick with Neuroscience and just pretend I'm working my way up to an episode of House or something xDD because then I feel like MY FUTURE IS SUPER EXCITING. But I really don't want any more schooling. I know grad school is important but I can just as easily get a job somewhere with my expertise and work my way up
Because apparently I am quite the impressive student
DON'T TELL ME WHAT I ALREADY KNOW AMIRITEGUYZ.
No it makes me feel good to know that my teachers are impressed with me. Besides my math teacher but lol. Yeah. Uhm.
Berea's Children's Home is hiring and I would love to hop on that bandwagon.
Yay Psych and Neuroscience. I feel cool.

Everything else is going good. I mean relatively. I freaked out Saturday night-Sunday morning but I'm just kind of a pussy so that's understandable. It's been a calm week annnddd I got to hang out with people so that's always nice. And I got to write a little bit and do a lot of research.
I feel good right now. Unfortunately I can't guarantee that I will feel good, you know, 12 hours from now but right now...
Walking in the dark is my favoritest thing to do to get my mind off of stuff. It's working. Although I suppose it's dangerous since some dude almost got shanked at the bus stop the other night
But that's besides the point. It's all good in this hood, dudes.

How are yooou?

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i'm kt and that is that :>

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  • Current Residence: Suburbia of Good Old USA
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Baybay got back size
  • Interests: Writing. Well.
  • Favourite movie: American History X + Lars and the Real Girl
  • Favourite band or musician: My taste in music is pretty awful.
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod touch. That I really could not afford.
  • Favourite game: Uhhm. Any game where I can move. Like DDR and the Wii
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Courage from Courage the Cowardly Dog
  • Personal Quote: insideastar;thateveryonesees;theyseethesparkle;butcan'tseeme
  • Tools of the Trade: Whatever napkin/scrap of paper happens to be lying around

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~JustWhisper Jun 11, 2009, 3:35:13 PM
thank you for the fav and comments :D

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~MelissaLanders Jun 10, 2009, 6:05:34 PM
I'm bored

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~MiNiSoRcErEsS Jun 10, 2009, 6:39:35 PM
awws, i was just wondering what you were up to :D
LETS DO THINGS REALLY SOON OKAY.
come to lizzie's party with me :D

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~MelissaLanders Jun 11, 2009, 6:27:42 AM
I'm going to lizzie's party!

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*Dean*
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~MiNiSoRcErEsS Jun 12, 2009, 10:25:39 AM
yaaaay! =D

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~MiNiSoRcErEsS Mar 30, 2009, 12:06:05 PM
OMG i heard someone in the hallway say itch today
and i thought it was the same guy and i got all excited
but bitch did not precede it xD

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=joobr-the-jobbernowl Mar 30, 2009, 9:50:10 AM
what sdf=tshjtWHY ARENT YOU ON MY WATCHLIST
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~MiNiSoRcErEsS Mar 30, 2009, 12:06:36 PM
thieves kidnapped me from your watch list D:

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