I like updates n stuff C:

Anyway uhm.
I still have yet to schedule an appointment with a counselor. I know that this is an important thing to do because either I'm going to overcome the awfulness or it will devour me, but it definitely won't lie dormant for a long period of time.
But my mom acknowledged that I have depression today which meant a lot to me because that term was never used for me. Ever. So I think that means a lot. I feel a little validated and like I'm not crazy.
Yay <3

But I will make that appointment because I know I'm going to need it. I'm sick of pressure and stuff always being on my shoulders D: I mean I really really love helping people with their problems!! Just sometimes I honestly don't have the answers and when people text me in despair in this sort of strange succession I kind of run out of solutions.
So maybe that would be nice to bring up D: Because I want to help. Really.

In other newsssss
I'm getting good grades!! And I'm staying on top of stuff. It makes me feel good.
And I think I'm going to stick with Neuroscience and just pretend I'm working my way up to an episode of House or something xDD because then I feel like MY FUTURE IS SUPER EXCITING. But I really don't want any more schooling. I know grad school is important but I can just as easily get a job somewhere with my expertise and work my way up
Because apparently I am quite the impressive student
DON'T TELL ME WHAT I ALREADY KNOW AMIRITEGUYZ.
No it makes me feel good to know that my teachers are impressed with me. Besides my math teacher but lol. Yeah. Uhm.
Berea's Children's Home is hiring and I would love to hop on that bandwagon.
Yay Psych and Neuroscience. I feel cool.

Everything else is going good. I mean relatively. I freaked out Saturday night-Sunday morning but I'm just kind of a pussy so that's understandable. It's been a calm week annnddd I got to hang out with people so that's always nice. And I got to write a little bit and do a lot of research.
I feel good right now. Unfortunately I can't guarantee that I will feel good, you know, 12 hours from now but right now...
Walking in the dark is my favoritest thing to do to get my mind off of stuff. It's working. Although I suppose it's dangerous since some dude almost got shanked at the bus stop the other night
But that's besides the point. It's all good in this hood, dudes.

How are yooou?